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My Breakfast March 9
Messy Fail of a Protein Mugcake, topped with Mango, Raspberries, Peanut Butter & Coconut
+ Work absolutely destroyed me today. My shift was 10 to 19:30 - in the morning, when it was absolutely DEAD, we were two waitresses. Then, as soon as the other girl leaves at about 2p.m., the place is packed. I ended up running around without a sip of goddamn water until closing time.
+ And because I am stupid and never say no, I’m doing the same shift tomorrow. On the plus side, though, while looking like an innocent 15 year old doesn’t exactly help in the boys’ department, it means customers hardly ever get mad at me, so that’s a plus.
+ On the subway to and from work, all I listened to was Beyonce’s ‘Love On Top’ and ‘End Of Time’, over and over again. Those are the songs I always go back to when I need a boost!
+ I just had this absolutely delicious eggplant sandwich for dinner, put a load in the washing machine, and I’m now winding down with the new episode of ‘New Girl’ and some green tea. Work tomorrow means no socialising for me tonight.
+ Speaking of Beyonce, last week I rewatched ‘Life Is But A Dream’. There’s this one snippet in the movie of one of Jay’s birthdays, where B talks about how he ‘taught her to be a woman’. That statement never sits quite right with me - I mean, how does BE-motherfucking-YONCE need anyone to tell her how to be a woman?!
But it got me thinking. I’m 22 years old now. I’ve changed so much in the last year alone, and I feel like I’m getting closer and closer to ~knowing who I am. And while that’s great, I haven’t really had anyone to share this journey with. Friends and family were only there for parts of it.
I just feel alone sometimes, and I’m scared of becoming to ‘comfortable’ with myself to ever have a meaningful relationship with a guy. Ya feel?
Anyway, I’m rambling. How was your Saturday? :)
Friendly reminder that 1200 calories is the recommended amount for a 5 year old
+ Cropped out half my forehead and it still looks huge, I guess all that brain has to fit somewhere (ha).
+ Met up with one of my best friends today and had a nice chat over coffee.
+ Morning workout felt good, even the deadlifts!
+ But then Brandy Melville’s stupid ‘one size fits all butts’ left me feeling a bit meh. Not this butt, Brandy. Not this butt.
+ Bought a bunch of new underwear and threw the old stuff out, which felt oddly liberating.
+ So much great food today!! :))
+ Still feeling a bit off though (ever since the disastrous weekend). I’m acknowledging my feelings and trying hard to only do things that I know will help me feel better, today being prime example - food, friends, shopping, lifting :)
+ How was your day?
oh peanut butter,
not having you
makes me jelly
would you please
get in mah belly
this is the most beautiful poem i’ve ever heard
i keep gaining weight but to be honest, i’ve never felt this confident with my body before. i had an ed about 3 years ago and sometimes i have “flashbacks” but everyday i love my body more and more! i know that so many girls and women are fighting against the pressure that society and media put on us but we are all beautiful, no matter what size we have! weight doesn’t define our beauty :)
everyone, please follow this QUEEN, she’s from Vienna like myself and inspires me on a daily basis!